Lately.

Lately I've been feeling quite alone, I mean I've always been by myself most of the time but the one person who had begun to change that seems to not be a part of my life much anymore. I feel as if in the past few months she has met so many more interesting people than me and that I have gotten to her in a bad way or something. I mean I know every one won't be friends with their friends for their whole lifetime but I dunno, I guess I got used to the feeling. Maybe it was bound to happen sooner or later, maybe I'm just 'wahing'. Since this had seemingly begun I've not receded back into my old shell but I've just grown thicker skin, grown a new perspective, grown up.