Web 1.0

Tonight I made the decision to have my brother block my Facebook for me and set a password to the block that I don't know so that I wont be able to get on. I've decided that I will have it like this for at least a month or so and I will see how it affects my grades and other aspects of my life. I regret that I wont be able to talk to my friends or connect with them as easily. Which is one of the best things about Facebook is that I could connect with my friends so easy. Anyway, I decided to see how this would work for a little bit and see if there are any improvements. I will be blogging more now c: my last post is as follows: "This will be my last post for awhile. I've decided to stay off of Facebook for a month or so and see how my life is bettered by it's absence. Besides, I prefer to see your beautiful face in person instead of looking at your profile picture and to hear your sing-song voice face to face then chat with you on Facebook chat. Until I come back, be good to yourselves and I hope to see you outside of Web 2.0, remember: It ain't hard to hold when it shines like gold, you'll remember me."

Lately.

Lately I've been feeling quite alone, I mean I've always been by myself most of the time but the one person who had begun to change that seems to not be a part of my life much anymore. I feel as if in the past few months she has met so many more interesting people than me and that I have gotten to her in a bad way or something. I mean I know every one won't be friends with their friends for their whole lifetime but I dunno, I guess I got used to the feeling. Maybe it was bound to happen sooner or later, maybe I'm just 'wahing'. Since this had seemingly begun I've not receded back into my old shell but I've just grown thicker skin, grown a new perspective, grown up.

It's been awhile.

I haven't made a new post since last Friday and Allison Cox is the monkey on my back getting me back to writing one, gahh! Over the weekend I started to watch Lost and I watched the entire first season Saturday. Natasha Kraus won't let me talk until I'm done posting this, so much pressure! I hope this met the standards for the two of you.

TGIF

Seriously, I am glad that it is Friday, this week went by really quickly. We did scheduling today and the probable things I will be taking as electives my next year are Biology II AP, Anatomy and Physiology honors, CNA basic, First responder, Pharmacy tech, Broadcasting II, and Auto tech. Now one or two of these I will have to get rid of although I am not sure which.

Who would want to die as a cowardly little child?

When it comes down to it our lives may end with the choice to go out fighting or to sit there and take what's thrown at us. Who would want to die as a cowardly little child? When our time is up we'll be ashamed or proud.

After the mayhem.

I've been thinking a lot lately and I feel that at night all my fears are exemplified to the point where something as small as me having to read a chapter in a book for school seems like a crucial matter I must attend to. When I wake in the morning I realize that most of it is unfounded which creates in me something crazy to put it one way, ha ha. This is because I feel and think that I've just GOT to do this thing for school or worry about something happening in the near future, and when I wake up in the morning and get to school or just thru the course of the day I realize almost all my fears were unfounded. This makes me wonder about why it is that at night I make all my concerns out to be so much more than what they really are. After the mayhem of worrying at night, my day turns out to be wonderful and a great day to be alive.

Today.

Today is my brothers 20th birthday and we're going out in a few hours to an Japanese buffet and I'm STARVING but I wanna wait until we go out so I can eat more food there c:

My first.

This is the first "blog" I've created so far. This looks a lot cooler than Twittier. Hey Tasha [: